to my love

This song is dedicated to my love, Qaf Zainuddin

Tercipta untukku - Ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

I miss you..

skin

wuwuwu..i have to change my blog skin as the last one has problem with photo bucket..damn..well..i like this skin too but why is there is this white space??..i tried to change the coding..hehe..but no luck...if only i have photoshop and i have the time to alter this....sigh~

anyway..the past 2 weekends was great..qaf came back for both weekend..air asia must be happy to have a good customer like my bf..haha..last weekend was tia's birthday party..so busu had planned a party for her with all the balloons and cakes and banners..tia got a lot of presents too!..she must be really happy..haha..before the birthday party, me, qaf and airol (my ukm friend) went to bukit beruntung area for a wedding..my ukm friends got married..i met some of my classmates which didn't recognize me~..haha..i have to say "oi"..then only they said.."eh..natt..x perasan...ko dah lain la.."..hmm..what does that means..haha..it must be the fat la!..damn..(well..it's ok la..since i didn't remember their names!..:p)..we stayed a while..waiting for my friend to make her appearance..she looked calm and nice..the make up also looks natural and beautiful..so congrats to eija and arif..i just waved to both of them and walked to my car..i need to send airol back to ukm..hehe..

ohh..here's something to share about..jib gave this to us..something to think about..

If you love someone because you think that he or she is really gorgeous . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Infatuation..
If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't . . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Compromise..
If you love someone because you think that you cannot live without his touch . . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Lust..
If you love someone because you have been kissed by him . . .
..then it's not love . . .
..it's - Inferiority Complex..
If you love someone because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings...
..then it's not love..
..it's - Charity..
If you love someone because you share every thing with him...
..then it's not love...
..it's - Friendship..
but if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable and you cry for him...
..that's - LOVE..
if you get attracted to other people but stay with him without any regrets...
..that's - LOVE..
If you let him go knowing that he has to go but he doesn't want to...
..that's - LOVE..

so have you found your LOVE? i have..*wink*

weekend activities

this time, weekend was a blast..i have both my friends and my man with me through the weekend..best gile doo..hehe..we went to midvalley saturday..jalan2..and qaf bought me a bear that i want..yay..thanks sayang..hehe..qaf wanted to do shopping..he let me choose the clothes for him..we got a shoe, some shirts and long pants..it's great!..i hope he likes it..hehe..nite came..makan kat ali sara!!..sedap2..tapi ikan pedas sangat!!!..berpeluh tu makan~..hehe

sunday was the day that we've been waiting..hehe..VOLLEYBALL SESSION with nad, jib, fozz, nanayau and family..haha..nana bawak satu kampung!!..bagus gell ok!..best gile..when we first arrived, nad sebagai leader went to see a pakcik to get the ball la..i mean the volley ball la..hehe..but the pakcik said.."kite x bagik bola..bola bawak sendiri.."..shitto..nad said the girl in the phone ckp bole disediakan sekali~~..lalala..tipah tertipu la gamak nyeh~..so nad kuau la lagik..beli bola..bola volley yang cantik ok!..tapi tetibe ade sorang kawan nana dah bawak dulu..camne?..dah terlebih bola dah..hehe..so the game pon start la..everyone cam hebat la..coz ade sorang pakcik ni cam jalan2 kat tepi..pastu diye tanye.."sape yang maen ni?..dari mane?"..aku cam terkebil2..nak jawab ape?..mane aku tau korang dari mane?..x kan nak sebut negeri sorang2 kot?..hehe..pastu aku ckp..ni sume kawan2 je..maen saje2..pakcik berjacket kulit ittew pon cam.."ooo..ok"...dan berlalu pergi..haha..hebat bukan??...anyway..aku takut nak maen..coz sume cam tampar bola kuat gell..but i can play basketball..yay!!..shaxu!..you should be there!..hehe..tapi kalau korang tgk kitorang maen basketball..sure geleng kepale punye..maen suke hati pliss..hehe..

well..sorry la aku ngan qaf kena blah awal..nak mengejar flight ok!..we had so much fun!..and aku saket2 badan hari ni..hehe..malam semalam tido flat pliss...well..maybe we should do this activity like at least once a month..or twice la..hehe..hmm..ape next activity?..makan2 kat klang nak?...x pon maen kayuh2 swan nak?..hehe..shit..nanti cramp kaki camne?..hehe...well..i just love you guys so much!!!..haha..daaaa~~~

heels and hell?

heiyo everyone..these past few days were crazy la..with tonnes of work to be done..wuwuwu..today i wore a black flowery heels..it's nice but it's killing my feet..waaa..saket ok..blakang dah melecet..merah..hawau tul..but i really like this shoe!..how to make shoes x saket utk dipakai? this is why i don't like to wear shoes like these..it's nice..how ah? any tips?..one of my collegue said..bite the shoes..so that the shoes won't bite you..haha..are you for real??..hmm..any other tips? i really need one la..

house searching session..me and my sis plan to move out and find a new place..cannot stand the place la..with all the people..and kids wandering around..pening beb!..we've found this one place..which we like..a condo..unfortunately..we are a little bit too late..wuwu..we have a tight budget la..so have to find other place..but most of the places is kinda dirty..you know..flat type..gosh..it's tiring..i hope we can settle and find a place to move in quick la..we thought of buying an apartment but..not enough money yet la..hehe...

ever had the situation where you work related to others? for me..when other people screw up, it's me who have to answer to the customers..haiya..susah la..others can just smile and say.."aiya..salah la.." or.."ala..x perasan la..sorry"..but can i say that?..haih..today my day start up bad with complain emails from my clients..headache la..well..terpakse go through jugak la..naseb baek my MD is not around..if he is..he must be the first person to call me..wuwuwu..well..next week he's in..moga2 aku x kena marah..amin~~~~..(^_^')

ok..that's it la..anyway..here's a shout out to mr Q..I MISS YOU!!!..hehe

Romantic vs Realistic

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

H.E.C.T.I.C

fuhh..last week was a disaster..it started off with 2 relaxing days..and when Wednesday came..my work was up to the roof!!..the thing is..all the work need to be finished before the end of the week..which is in 2 days!!..my manager is on leave on Thursday and Friday, and my only dept collegue is on leave on Friday..ok..she took half day..but i'm so dead for the other half day..haha..well..i guess it's work nature..so deal with it or die with it..hehe..next is the weekend!!

weekend was ok..my Saturday started with laundry session..haha..cleaning my room, house, etc..then went to nana's house..hehe..jumpe majinbuu comel..putih & gebu!!..muffin pon ade..kelabu gell...tapi muke muffin garang pliss..takut..haha..lepak with nana until 4++..then went to my auntie's..pick up my sis and my 2 fav cousins..so we went to midvalley..actually my sis wanted to find new perfume for herself..so we went perfume hunting..from metrojaya to jusco..to metrojaya again..haha..since we went with our 2 cousins..it felt like we are bringing along our children..2 is enough to make you crazy..haha..when we reached midvalley, one of them said he's hungry..so we went to tesco because he said he wanted some donuts..then..he said he wanted kfc..so we struggle to get a place in kfc..end up..he only wanted the mashed potatoes..haiya..then he's being nice..following us around..then.." i wanna go to the toilet"..ok..off you go...then..he started to pegang2 things..lari2 here and there..haiya..then i realized..susah nye ade kids!!..haha..as a treat for being nice..we said we'll bring them to toys r us..with shining faces.."let's go!!"..haha..then..in toy r us..one of them repeatedly say..i like this..ohh..i like this..yang ni best..bla..bla..feeling guilty..we bought him a car..haha..well..kids..they are tough!! really!!..

..i bought these for myself and qaf..i hope he likes it..

Sunday..my sis and i went to k.lily's open house..uuu..her sister's house is huge!!..haha..very mod style with a lot of paintings..it's like a house gallery..her sister husband is a painter..the paintings are all abstract..but it's very nice..seriously..so..i'm stuck at k.lily's house until 4 o'clock..then went to ou..shopping for k.lily's bday present..got myself the ever-wanted-crabtree-and-evelyn-rose body lotion set..hehe..yay!..at last!..i really like crabtree and evelyn stuff..especially the rose scented stuff..haha..normally it's expensive..but i got discount for this one..haha...yay!..

..i got my self something like these..but with body lotion..no candle..it's nice anyway!!

ohh..well..that's all for this time..nothing much to update..i'm bored..wanna go home and sleep!!..hehe...so..ja ne~~

raya report~

..this year, we celebrated raya at my new house...everyone gathered at my house..so a lot of masak2 work need to be done..fortunately busu and k.yuni (my aunt's maid) are there to help..hehe..a day before raya, we started to make rendang and ketupat and sambal ayam..filling in all the biscuits and cakes in the jar..raya came and first thing in the morning, salam session with my family members..next is visiting my late grandpa and grandma at the cemetery..next we went to the mosque for raya prayers..next..makan time..haha..next is photography session..my aunts went all crazy..changing clothes after clothes just for the photography session..haha..tia is really cute with her green baju kurung..my relatives came until night..it was tiring yet fun..doze off to sleep at 2 a.m~~

the next day..we planned for boboy's advance birthday party..we settled for a barbeque session..there are chicken, beef, stingray, ikan siakap and sotong..fuhh...lame tuh nak bakau beb!!..haha..it was great!..my uncle from kulim came..also my aunt from johor..i guess raya just bring all of us together..we only see each other on raya..all my cousins are getting taller every year..NOT FAIR..haha..especially the boys..they've changed so much..physically~~..the younger cousins would go running around my house..haha..my staircase lamp broke because of the football match they have..somebody just don't know how to kick a ball!!..haha..ohh well..here's a raya compilation picture..(^_^)/

..raya crazee~..

the adventure of bunga api

last night my love, Qaf sampai kat lcct at 630pm..yay!!..we have planned for a buka puasa dinner with shaxu, nanayau, ati, mar, jibby, nad and fozz at sacc mall, shah alam..which i'm not sure where it is..hehe..so i'm driving from lcct to shah alam..the first few minutes was ok..the signboard says shah alam..shah alam..when we reached federal highway,..the signboard says shah alam/klang...next klang..klang..oi..where's shah alam???..panic..i make a u turn..i must have missed shah alam/uitm..nad said.."ikut exit shah alam uitm"..so i went back..shah alam/uitm signboard still has not appeared..damn..then..subang..subang airport..aiyak..dah lepas ke??..so we pusing balek from the subang airport to federal again..ok..focus..focus..shah alam..shah alam...klang..klang..

me: mane gi shah alam uitm??(wanna cry already..i'm hungry ok!!)
qaf: relax..kite gi depan lagik..kalau kite sampai klang..makan sane je la..hehe
me: ok..ok..gamble la..

so we went straight..then we saw shah alam/uitm..but it's too late..there's a f*cking plastic thingy yang menghalang aku masuk...wuwuwu..so we have to go straight, make a U turn..and then at last..we arrived safely at sacc mall..habis minyak keta plis!!!..

the makan2 thingy was nice..i'm happy to see all my friends with their happy faces..but nad x de...hampa plis..wuwuwu..anyway, jib tumpahkan air nana..fozz buat accounting session..hehe..and then there is kueh testing session..haha..i bought some kueh i made..kesian gell kena cube lak..hehe..thanks you guys..walaupun aku tau kueh aku x sedap sgt..hihi..shaxu musti dlm hati dah komen macam2 dah tuh..hehe..

next is the BUNGA API session...we went to "wisteria lane"..that is area rumah fozz..haha..ohh..beli bunga api at shaxu's place..so we start off with the normal bunga api bodoh2 tuh je..but nana buat a grand opening session..she was playing the bunga api and hayun2 tangan..whoosh..whoosh..and suddenly i saw shaxu's tudung has a light..or to be exact..fire..PANIC!!..i was screaming..shaxu was screaming..everyone was shocked..fortunately the bunga api tinggal sikit aje..so everything & everyone was ok..wait...shaxu's tudung is not..haha..berlubang ok..haha..nana ni..takut x nana??..hehe..anyway..it was fun playing the fire crackers and stuff..we settled at 12 o'clock and went back home..it was a night to remembered..hehe..nana..ko kena blanje aku makan ok!!..haha..aku hampir terbakar plis..hehe..xpe2..aku tetap sayang ko..no worries ok gal??..hehe..

amaran: mercun merbahaya..bunga api pon merbahaye gaks..kalau nana ade...(^_^)Y..haha..kidding~

sleepy monday~~

M.O.N.D.A.Y..beginning of the week..when you feel lazy the most!..haha..for me at least..i'm at work..yet i don't know if i'm really here..hehe..weekend was ok..start off with an exhausted friday nite..my sis, busu, tia and me went to the curve for buka puasa and some shopping..i bought myself a flowery shoe and a belt..busu also bought a shoe and a belt..and tia got to wear some bulu2 and a cap...she looks like small lenny kravitz!!..hehe..check out her pic!

nice!

saturday come..my friends and I have planned for an early bday celebration for shaxu..unfortunately things happen along the way..and i can't join them..wuwuwu..pity me..anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAZREEN SABRI and also to my former classmate & room-mate EKA KURNIASARY..HAPPY BDAY EKA!!..

sunday..lepak day at my aunt's place..we made raya cookies just to finish everything that we have..choc chips, nuts, maple syrup and etc..and then busu treats us with laksa and roti jala!!..haha..and you expect me to be thinner??..think again..haha..well..that's it for now..till then, Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone!!..

~just a note~

Salam,

Selamat Berpuasa.
Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Salah & Silap.

Wassalam.

- Mazlan -

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes
Study hard
Give lots of kisses
Laugh often
Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number
Always try to see the glass half full
Meet new people, even if they look different to you
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless
Take lots of naps..
Be weird whenever you have the chance
Love your friends, no matter who they are
Don't waste food
RELAX
Take an occasional risk
Try to have a little fun each day. ..it's important
Work together as a team
Share a joke with friends
Fall in love with someone..
..and say "I love you" often
Express yourself creatively
Be conscious of your appearance
Always be up for surprises
Love someone with all of your heart
Share with friends
Watch your step
It will get better
There is always someone who loves you more than you know
Exercise to keep fit
Live up to your name
Seize the Moment
Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between
Indulge in the things you truly love
Cherish every Sunday
At the end of the day... PRAY ...... and close your eyes
And smile at least once a day!

~*~

i received an email from lare this morning..that is what he wrote to me..thanks lare..we have been so busy with our work until we forget to even say HI to each other..anyway..selamat hari raya to you..and sorry for all my wrong doings..

~*~

yesterday was holiday..so my sis, kiki and me went to bangsar for shopping..i bought myself a dress and my sis bought a shoe..and kiki bought nothing..haha..just being a good bodyguard and pengkritik baju..haha..thanks ki for temaning us..(^_^)..as usual..i have trouble finding a dress for myself because of my fatness..haha..its true..i like the dress so much..but malu sket nak pakai..nak tunggu kurus ke??..bilekahh???..haha..a question with no answer..hehe..anyway..i would like to make a shout out to my boyfriend.."i miss you so much..so balek sini cepat!!..haha..ohh..and i love you..really~~"..ok that's it people..i'm off~~

..~~raya shopping~~..

it has been a while since my last post..basically i have nothing to write about and quite busy..my weekend was a blast..hanging out with my 3 coolest aunts..and cute cousins..went to subang parade to shop for their baju raya..not mine..by the way..i think my mom forgot to send my clothes to the tailor..i might have to buy one for myself..wuwuwu..anyway..back to our shopping session..ateh and family decided on orangish color as a theme as ateh already set her eyes to this black orangish baju raya..not really a baju kurung but it's really nice..it makes her looks all girlish and sweet..hehe..so all her sons and daughter and husband went for a search for orangish color clothes..hehe..makcik however was having a hard time with all the choices..not that they are all nice..most of them are not-so-nice for her..that's what makes it hard for her..haha..i saw one stall selling baju kebaya songket traditional..and i love them so much and thought of visiting the stall..then makcik decided to come with me..and there she find the baju that she love..well..i like the baju too..but it's much too expensive for me..x mampu la gamak nyeh!!..hehe..mampu melihat je la..she choose 3 of them..2 for herself and another one for her daughter..then i suggest that she find the traditional necklace and all..which again..i cannot afford..so she end up with all-the-things-that-i-want-but-i-can't-afford-any-of-them and went back happily~~..it's ok la..maybe i need to work harder and then i can bought them for myself..hehe..ohh..busu bought 1 baju and also 1 of the baju kurung songket ..damn..where is my baju??~~~

yay!!..tomorrow cuti!!..it's a relief because i have like tonnes of clothes to be wash..hehe..hmm..now i'm thinking of dumping all of them at the laundry shop..haha..dobi beb..tapi kena kuau duit..haha..lazy me~~..booo...haha..

ohh..i just finished reading a Malay novel.."Gemersik Kalbu" or something like that..haha..ok..don't laugh at me...i would say..even though it's a typical Malay novel base..(u know..love someone..then that someone die..and the girl vow not to find other person..then a new guy come into the picture..which the girl don't like him so much..but he likes her..then..somehow both get married and suddenly the girl realized that he have done so much for her and she love him all these while and then all live happily ever after with kids..)..ok basically that is the story la..but somehow..bole layan la..haha..i mean i can actually visualize and feel how the story goes..and the weird thing is..some of the story stucked in my head!..haha..i keep remembering how the story is..but what kept me thinking is that..can you get married without love and love your partner after that?..in the story..that's what happen..they got married and the girl only let herself to love the guy only after a few months of their marriage..i guess things like that can happen...hehe..well a question that only you have the answer...~~

ok..that's it..nothing else.....another 1 and 1/2 hour for me to go back!!..yay..have a nice day!!!

~ TKC9600 ~

TKC9600

The miles pass more swiftly

Taken in a joyous ride

The whole world seems brighter

When friends walk by your side...

Babes, it has been 10 years+ since we first said our first hellos to each other. December 1995 to November 2000, we watched us bloomed from confused strangers to beautiful souls. We went through our "thin" days and our "thick" days together, literally.

.....Will we ever be able to be part of such a huge production..making our own props and costumes with our very own careless hands but they always end up looking super grand on stage, again. Will we ever be able to parade around in dorm-made costumes during House Parties, making complete ass out of ourselves while thinking that it was the coolest thing to do, again. Will we ever be able to run 20 lapse of the 400 meters track at one go without fainting, again. Will we ever be able to lay down on the basketball court together in the middle of the night witnessing the sky shooting stars in all directions while we struggle to wish on each shooting stars without fail, again.

Will we ever be able to go less than 500 meters to a crying friend in need of some warmth and comfort, 24-7 without having to start an engine of any kind, again.

And so the list of will-we-ever-be-able-to..-agains goes on....

9600 Dearest Love, Though I may not call you and say "How are you? I hope you are fine." but I want you to know that you will always have a place in my heart and mind and that I always hope you are fine.

XOXO: NZT a proud tkc9600 thoroughbred

~*~*~*~

it makes me kind of sad reading that..a post from miss nadiah menawan..its true..and i will miss all those will-we-be-able-to thingy..i wish i had the chance to go back and at least photograph all the great moments..at least..when i'm old and forgetful, i won't forget all those great moments with my greatest friends..(^_^)..it is definately the greatest times of my life!!..to all my friends..thank you for adding joy and good memories in my life..~~

hmm..an emotional start, huh?..haha..whatever~~..today..i feel weird and i dressed weird (~_~')..haha..i wear jib's baju kurung..hehe..pinjam again jib..and the weird part is..i wear my sister's sandal which is green in color..huh?..jib's baju kurung is orangish with flowers..and my sandal is green??..this is lime green i'm talking about..am i out of my mind?..haha..i cannot find my sandal..akak pakai ke??..wuwuwu..this shows that i need to buy another sandal..a new one..yes..maybe i can make it as my raya sandal, since i don't have one..hehe..ohh..i haven't hantar my kain to the tailor..bole siap kah??..haih..mmg x raye la aku ni kang..(~_~')..anyone bole jahitkan baju raye aku??..haha..well..wish me luck la..may my baju kurung be with me!! \(^_^)/

much love: Nattalina TKC9600 thoroughbred

~when the girls get together!~

..last night me and my girlfriends went to have a buka puasa session together..there was fozz + jib + nad + jasara + beni + ina madz + wan + nanayau + me..it was great!!..i like the big round table in Johnny..i mean at least all of us can borak2 with everyone..i don't like the long table at secret recipe..x sempat borak ngan beni and zack and ina and wan..:(..but it's good to know that everyone is ok and having a great life..most of them started working already..zack has engaged..congratulation zack!!!..i'm happy for you..so i'll be waiting for your wedding in march..but in muar??..jauh la beb~~~..x pe la..aku usaha kan!!..haha..i think most of us hasn't change much since school years..ok..besides the hair and make up and the weight gain and weight lost thingy la!!!!..jasara is thin already..gosh..i wish i have her determination to be thin!..beni is showing her feminine side now..and she's pretty..zack has a long hair now..and she seems more mature..ina and wan is pretty much the same..just the new hair style..and i like it..very nice hair!..yes..both of them still thin..haha..fozz, nad and jib is pretty much like the picture in my recent post..haha..nanayau mmg still cool with the baju bunga2 and kasut bunga..wow..minah bunge ko yek!..huhu..well..i guess i'm the only one getting fatter!!..wuwuwu..damn~~(~_~')..well..whatever it is..the only thing that has not change is their laughter and jokes!..cakap x berhenti..order pon x berenti kan!!...sampai dah kenal ramesh kat Johnny!!..haha..not forgetting the eye-lining session..nana buat my eyes look like the rabbit kat pets wonderland!..x ingat la name diye ape..haha..and also session tulis number phone beni kat secret recipe..kalau beni x perasan musti kite dah bole bagik kat mamat keja secret recipe!!..hehe..leks ahh beni..haha..well..really much fun but bole jumpe kejap je..maybe next time la ok?..really missing you girls la..~

..me and jasara after the eye-lining session by nad and nanayau..look at our eyes~~~..

ok la..ittew aje la for today..xde ape lak nak tulis..i'll be going back to melaka today..hehe..ohh..one more thing..i miss qaf..(^_^)Y..bye~~

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(another entry..actually this entry is dated on 25th Sept..x sempat post until today!..(^_^)Y)

..first of all, "HAPPY FASTING MONTH" to all..jgn ponteng puase ok?..hehe..anyway..to shaxu..don't worry girl..i'll make an entry just for you nanti ok?..wow..lame2 blog aku jadik blog citer pasal satu batch 9600 ke??..hehe..best gaks..(^_^)/

..so my fasting month started nicely..i have all my loved ones with me..my parents, siblings and also qaf..me + akak + boboy + qaf went back to melaka on saturday..it's nice having all of them around..i'm happy all the time and i hope that qaf had a good trip in melaka..hehe..mama punye asam pedas sedap kan?..:)..anyway..thanks sayang for coming back here to start puasa with me..(^_^)..i love you..

..so when puasa come, of course, it's cookies a.k.a kuih raya time la..so me and my sis..share our money and bought an oven for ourselves..last night my sister cooked a lot of food..hehe..we had ikan patin masak lemak cili padi, sambal sotong, sayur kobis, and then qaf wanted to eat lamb chop..so he marinated them (yes..he can cook!)..and put them into the new oven..nice!..hehe..my sister even made brownies and cookies..yay..food heaven..we now have a blender of our own!..yay..no more tumbuk with batu lesung!..haha..suwittt!!..

..ok la..i think i'll make shaxu's entry here la..can ha?..can la hoh?..(^_^)Y..

..SHAZREEN SABRI..i knew this girl from my first day in TKC..to be exact, dorm matahari, siti zawiah..hehe..shaxu i would say a very funny person and she's good in acting and also in kacau org!..hehe..i remembered she always kacau me..especially when i want to pray..she will called me with funny names..making jokes and all..and i ended up crying and laughing all at the same time..haha..she called me bulat..we usually hang out together back in school time..we share stories and food..haha..those days are fun!!..gosh..i missed those times..~~when you are with shaxu, you will never stop laughing..she's really fun to be with and she has the kindest heart with a lovely smile..hehe..nampak suwitt bukan??..shaxu dah blushing la tuh!!!!..tampar kang!..hehe..anyway..i'm glad to have all these people around me..they made my life brighter, happier and a joyous place to live!..so..like the usual..here's shaxu's picture with me together..

~~..eMp@t SeDarJah..~~ (+..p@rT 2..+)

..last night Qaf made a surprise..he came back from Bintulu without telling me..my sister fetch him from erl..i was shocked to see him..how sweet..i cried..because i didn't expect him to be here and also i cried because i'm so happy to see him..haha..weirdo, right?..(^_^)..so..back again to my topic on miss nadiah si menawan~~..

..for me, nad is a cool girl..i think she has her own style and i really think that somehow she'll be in the fashion side..hehe..she's funny..and also intelligent..she has a sweet face and very kind..wow..dah puji ke langit dah ni!!!..hehe..well..the same story like jib la..we are the moffatts fan..went to the moffatts concert..haha..went to visit her at her hotel ketiau and stuff..well..nad likes make-up thingy, i think..hehe..i remember we went out to mc donald near nad's house..and she likes this green apple eye-shadow very much that she wore them to the mc D..hehe..cute, huh?..and the only thing that i'm so jealous of her is that she is thin and skinny as hell..hehe..i mean..it doesn't matter how much she ate..she'll be that skinny too..it's not fair!!!..hehe..i can give you some of my fat if you want..**wink**..hehe..ohh..nad also has cut my hair this one time back in school..hehe..cool, huh?..hmm..maybe nad suits to be a groomer or something..mak andam??..haha..make up artist??..haha..think about it nad..you are good at this!..:p..

ok..so here are nad's pictures for your reference..hehe..so if you see her..just say HI.. ok? (^_^)/

nad..the super-cool-mak-andam..(^_^)Y

~~..eMp@t SeDarJah..~~ (+..p@rT 1..+)

..hola..since i have made an entry on my mr Qaf & miss fauziah si chantek, i think i'm gonna post an entry about my another 2 bestest friends..miss diyana si jelita, and miss nadiah si menawan...(^_^)..so since fozz already one entry for her, so i'm gonna do an entry for jibby a.k.a miss diyana si jelita first~..nad after that ok?

..back in the year 1996..jibby is one of my classmates in form 1T..actually, all four of us are in the same class..but nadiah, jibby and fozz is sitting closer than i am..dunno why..i'm the one who's always sitting far from them!..not fair..haha..then time goes by and we've been best friends, thanks to the moffats fever at that time!!..hehe..for me, jibby is a very funny girl..and sometimes she can be all blurr yet cute..haha..i still remember that she always wear this hair cream for hair straightening back then..haha..this girl has the voice of a charm out of us all..she can sings really well and i like her voice very much..we thought of making her the artist and we'll be her managers..haha..jibby sometimes can be a lil bit sensitive but she has the kindest heart of all..well..looking back, there's a lot of things that we've done together..hmm..let see..there is the English Drama side show..where me, jibby and fozz would sing..nad is a natural actress..so she act..we cheer..hehe..jibby would be the lead singer and would coach us..the not so talented la..hehe..opst..fozz..not that you are not talented la..but jib yg slalu coach us right?..consider her the sifu la..hehe..then there is the moffatts tv session(ponteng tuition class!!batak!), singing moffatts songs, incident di kejar tong sampah~, and a lot more..can't imagine how it would be if i didn't know you guys la..

..well..in short, jibby is a super-funny-with-nice-voice-and-kind-hearted person..(^_^)..how's that?..ok right?...so here's a compilation of some of our pictures together..

presenting jibby..a.k.a..miss diyana si jelita (juju jelita ke ko?) (^_^)Y

+~..L.O.V.E..~+

..my first day at work..i'm nervous..don't know what to expect..a lot of new faces. I've been introduced to all but i barely remember their name..we went for lunch..i sat in front of a guy..don't recall his name..he's a quiet person i guess..he just eat..but didn't finish them..maybe the food sucks..well..mine did..:)..

..the following days were ok..learning to do my task correctly..went to lunch with my female collegue..and then i got a msg.."bole tolong belikan food?-->qaf"..(or something like that)..hmm..strange..after that food supplying incident..me & qaf became friends..then it all started..~~~

..haha..funny to think how some ppl met..i mean..qaf sat in front of me on my first lunch as a working girl..yet i didn't know that this man is gonna be my special one..fate sometimes can be funny..when i'm just his friend..he's so near to me..yet when he is my special one..he is so far from me..wuwuwu...but it's ok..that's the challenge i've never experience before..to tell you the truth..when i'm with qaf, i think i can do everything..i can go anywhere..because he is there beside me..he is very supportive in everything that i do..i think the most important thing as a partner to do is to support each other..so that even if one of us fall, the other one is there to support and make the other stand tall again..right?..well..that's how i think couple should do and both of us are trying our best to support each other..may us be together forever..amin~~..(^_^)..here are some things about qaf that attracts me..

• he is very calm..(even my aunty said so..!)
• he is a sensitive person..he knows when i'm in a bad mood even in msg..
• tak kedekut..share everything with me..
• he's caring
• he's tall..(i always want a taller guy!..(^_^))
• patience..especially with me..hehe
• funny..
• he can be my friend, my soul-mate all at the same time..
• mostly i think we have a lot in common..so we like to do stuff together..then everything become fun!!

well..that is some of the characters that makes me melekat with him..hehe..so that's all for today..i have a lot of work to finish up before 6 o'clock..anyway..i'll be seeing qaf in a few more days..!!..yay!!..can't wait!!...ciow~~

~+..STUCK..+~

..today start off with a not good news..fozz called me at 130 am..saying that she's stuck in the elevator because there is a power failure..poor fozz..she wanna go home at 130..yet she's stuck there until 2 am..she called me saying that incase of anything..i would know where she is..i was so worried but i wonder what can i do..i don't know where her company is..even if i know..i don't know how to put on the power back..the only thing that i can think of is to remind her to let her hp on all the time..and save the battery..so that we can contact her..and then i thought of calling the firefighter team..dunno why..i guess..i used to see all these fire fighter ppl usually help ppl who is stuck in elevator..fozz said not to worry coz she is in contact with the pak guard through intercom..good..so all i can say to her is take care...anything..just gimme a call..i was thinking of her but i doze off..i took some medicine before..so i can't help it..sorry fozz..it a relief when fozz msg me and told me that she's on the way home already and she's ok..thank god..here's a picture of fozz..hehe..i'm so happy that she is alright..well..she is my sista from different mother and father!!..hehe..

..the june girls are always together..:) ..even in pictures, we have the same face expressions..hehe..\(^_^)/..

..i still have my flu and cough going on..thinking of visiting the clinic..but well..the usual lazy me..maybe i'll go there~~~..i'm back from clinic..hehe..got some medicine..for cough and flu..no mc..damn..haha..i'm in no mood to do anything..i wanna go home and sleep..can ha?..how i wish i am the boss..hehe..~~

..my mom ask us to come back to melaka this weekend..fasting month is around the corner..which will be this weekend..my brother will be back..so my mom want all of us to come back..maybe we will..haven't decide yet..but i haven't see my brother for quite some time now..kind of missing him..hehe..right..stop being mushy please!!..(^_^)/..

..ok that's it for now..blah~..

+.:: wEEkend + LoneLy NigHt ::..+

weekend was ok..nothing hectic..mostly i'm with my sis and aunt and the chubby tia-koya..hehe..

Saturday - went to jusco with busu..bought her groceries..went to her home..check my email..and watch monster inc with tia..went back home..watch japan drama..decided to went for a girls dinner with busu and akak..so we went to friendster cafe..unlucky for us..friendster cafe was having a karaoke nite session..so the inside section is close..damn..well..the dinner went ok..nothing interesting..and then we went to asian cafe..dvd search session..haha..went back to busu house..and layan dvd..haha..the hilarious part was..the dvd that we bought is sort of under sx category!!..haha..the movie was quite stupid..it's was a bio on david jones..founder or rolling stones..how he live and die..most of it was drugs..women..drugs..and more women..and then he is killed..haha..that's it...well...that's how we end our saturday~~~..rolling off with the rolling stones..haha..ok..it's lame joke..duhh..as if i care~~~~ :p

Sunday - decided to go to Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman..hey..raya is around the corner la..ok..i know..puasa has not even started..but we have to plan right?..preparation!!..the cookies..the house preparation..so on and so forth..so me and my sis start with giving some a cloth for our aunt..err..selected aunties la..hehe..i have like 13 aunties ok!!..gimme a break~~~..anyway..we got some clothes for our aunties..a cloth for my mom, my dad, my sayang and for me..but i bought 2 for myself la..hehe..so then me and my sis went around to sogo..but all the cloth is heavy!..so we decided to go back..throw the cloth inside the car and went to ioi mall..hehe..jalan2 some more..and then went back to continue my japan drama..the ending sux!..(~_~)

ok..let me give you a little preview on this story.."Lonely Night"..here is the cover pic of the series..


the story is on marriage based stuff..the man with brown jacket is Akinobu, beside him is Yuu-chan, his wife..next is Azusa..she should be married with the man next to her..Ryu..which is Akinobu's half brother..Azusa is supposed to get married with Ryu, but Ryu cancelled it..so Akinobu has to consol Azusa..which getting him into an affair..and his wife, Yuu-chan is close with Ryu..and Ryu likes Yuu-chan..and the story is complicated with another good friend of Akinobu which likes Yuu-chan and his sister, likes Akinobu..really complicated huh?..haha..but Akinobu ended up divorce with Yuu-chan..and went to live with Azusa..and then, he gets to know that Yuu-chan is pregnant with his child..Yuu-chan decided to bring up the child separately and they all would remain as friends..last..everyone went single..but they all remain friends~~~

well..the thing is..from this series..i get to know that some people know that actually what they are doing is wrong..but they still did it..Akinobu knows that he shouldn't be seeing Azusa..shouldn't have dinner at Azusa's home and so forth..but he still went there..and it's even ridiculous when both of them (Akinobu & Yuu-chan) lie at each other yet both of them know exactly the truth..i guess..sometimes..it's ourselves that we are trying to consol..so we lie..right?..ok..that's it for today!!...

~ LuC@s = SuPeRnOv@~

..at last..the end of one of my fav tv show..Rockstar Supernova..result come out with lucas crown as the winner and the new singer of supernova..well..lucas is not my fav actually..i just like his apprearance..his hair, cool clothes and also all his make-up..hehe..ohh..i especially LOVE his sunglasses..very very cool..Lucas..can i have one?..pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeee~~~..Lucas sometimes reminds me of my chemical romance band..i think he sort of suited more in that group..(^_^)..ok so here's a picture of Lucas..incase you didn't know him..hehe..

Lucas is now officially a SUPERNOVAn!!!..hurrayy~~
\(^_^)/

so another thing about Supernova is ...I LIKE TOMMY LEE SO MUCH!..hehe..i think he's cute!..what do you think?..i think he's cool and he's cool..:)..and he's funny too..ok..enough about him..my boyfriend is gonna be jealous if i said so many things about him..hehe..sorry yang..(^_^)Y..so here's my fav picture of my TOMMY LEE..

cool huh?.. :)

hmm..today is friday..obviously i'm looking forward for the weekend..not that i have anything to do anyway..just the fact that i don't have to come to work makes me happy..hehe..i don't have any plan for the weekend yet..at first my friends and i thought of going to Genting..but Fozz have to be at home since both her parents are not around..be nanny of the day..hehe..poor Fozz..most probably we'll be crashing her home..watch some dvds or so..or else..i'm gonna sit home and plan for the day..hehe..af..balek la..at least i won't be alone..wuwuwu..:(..

well i guess enough for today..spinning off with a bow~~~~

what a @#^**@# boring day~

(^_^)..ohh..what a boring day today..i've been thinking..for all these times since i start working..what are my activities?..ok..let me list this down..

1. watching tv
2. shopping
3. lepak with my friends
4. lepak with my makcik..

other than that, i watch movie or do other activities like picnic, went to the zoo, pelabuhan klang with my..that's all..if he's not around..it means that i'll be at home watching tv mostly..haiya..wut a boring life!..i'm thinking of going for a dance class..but i don't know where..is there anything i can do without using a lot of money?????...damn!

~flu + cough + jatuh tangga = me~

it's a normal day..just have a long meeting..dunno what the hell did my boss said..whatever..as if he even care about me..:P..not that i don't like to involve..it's just i think it's too early for me to say anything..i'm consider new in my work place..so..i just be a good listener..hehe..my flu is still there..cough is ok la..but i ate my asam all the time..i have like a kilo of it..and i can't stop eating them..hehe..ohh.. ya..i fall from my office staircase..ouchh..yes..it hurt..haha..but it's much more embarassing..haha..lucky me.. the only person that saw this is my aunt and another collegue..hehe..otherwise..i might run or cry..haha..

anyway, did you ever think whether you have made the right decision in your worklife?..i myself is not so sure about it..i mean..i can work here..but this is it?..i mean just this?..maybe i need a change..but i'm still working on it..i dunno if i even like working here..haha..it's not a bad place..but i don't feel like i'm contributing much here..ohh..whatever it is..for now..my work is ok..it's a no-bad-no-good feeling type of work..hehe..well..enough about that~

ohh..good news!!..i have a new house in melaka..it's quite big..for me la..yet the kitchen is damn small..haha..i like the new house..it's spacious..but i hate the fact that i have to run up and down to get my things..it's tiring you know~..last weekend was a blast..2 of my fav aunt came to my house..we cook a lot of stuff..from marble cheese cake to acar buah (sort of pickles) to kerepek ubi (like some sort of snack) to kacang n ikan bilis sambal (spicy nuts and anchovies).. we pack them up so that we can give to our friends or we can sell them..hehe..my mom manage to sell a few pack herself..she's think of starting a business on her own..good luck ma!..hehe..

ok then..i need to get someone to repair my microsoft outlook..(^_^)Y..need to start doing some work..hehe..so..tu du luuuuuuu~~~

~.:* h@pPy b|RtHd@y tO mE *:.~

at last..my birthday.. i wonder whether i'll be good or not..i don't know what to expect..will be normal?..will it be boring?..well what i know is tonight, i'm definately going out with my best girlfriends..catch some old stories and have our drinks..laughing at our jokes..the usual..yet it's the best thing to do..i guess what ever happen in life, friends are the most important thing..friends are people we hang on when there's nobody else to turn to..your boyfriend dumped you?..you'll go running straight to your friends..having bad days with parents?..your friends are all ears.. having fat problem?..pimples?..you can talk about anything with your friends..i see friends as something that i cannot live without..without my friends..i have nobody else to turn to..~~

ohh..continuing with my bday plan..obviously i don't have any plan...duhh~~well..i wanna go back..bye everyone!

testing..testing

hola~ this is just a test! :p
i know the pictures are a bit horrible..i'm an amateur..obviously~ :P
nad..sorry la..kaki ko nampak gemuk pliss..hihi..and yes..kepala aku nampak cam kecik sket..hihi..yang best nyeh kaki jib pliss..cam kaki artist ke??.. (^_^)

ni satu lagik..but aku ngan qaf nyeh gamba pliss..hihi... :P