D.E.C.I.S.I.O.N

yay!..qaf is back!..i'm so happy to see him..waited for so long for him to come back..we went back to melaka..everything is good..i hope he'll enjoy it..

i think my life is complicated..well..who doesn't right?..walking towards the adult-marriage-commitment line is so hard..one minute you think you are not sure of your decision..another minute you will say it's the right thing..then come other people saying maybe you should think again..they are not so sure..then come another party saying..you should decide now..see?..making decision is hard..you don't know it's right or wrong..until it happens..

..i have a mixed feeling everytime i make decision for my life..and i hate it..now i have decided..not knowing what's in store for me in the future..maybe it's happiness and maybe everything will shattered..but i will do my best to make sure everything is in place..i hope everyone pray for my life happiness not adding doubts to me..i guess everyone wants the best for me and wants to give their opinion on my decision..but i don't ask for any opinion..do i?..

well..here's my latest fav song from Beyonce..

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own


All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own