facelift!

yay..my blog is new again..:-)..yippee...i have work to do..i'll continue blogging very soon..hopefully \(^_^)/

travel, sleepover and futsal

obviously it has been a while since the last time i updated my blog..hehe..a lot of things happened since then..

1. i cut my hair short
2. went to Langkawi
3. went for a family vacation with my family and qaf to Pulau Lang Tengah
4. went to Kuala Selangor and up to Bukit Melawati where the monkeys are all over..scary.. (-_-")
5. sleepover at Sri Acapella (a.k.a Sri Chendana :p) with my bestest girlfriends..
6. my first ever futsal game..i scored..i scored!!!..

hmm..i think that covers it all..hehe..the sleepover and futsal was great..the sleepover session, (eventhough we didn't really sleep until 5 o'clock in the morning) was fun...poor jib's cat - weewee..asyik nak lari je bile nampak kitorang..kekeke...he must be relieved now that we all are gone..hehehe..

i never thought that futsal is gonna be fun..hehe..maybe it's because i'm playing with my friends..haha..i scored once and it's enough to make my day..yay!!..maybe next time i'll score more..hehe..i'll upload the pics when i get it from nana..

though everything was fun, i am now suffering..i have blisters and my voice sounded like a she-man..hehe..my body is aching all over since i haven't had any exercise in god knows how long..haha..but hey..i did good for the first game..eventhough i'm out of breath most of the time..kekeke..

ok then..back to work..i am sleepy and tired~~ (~_~)

this is my ride..haha..a motor-bike which i'm not sure is still working or not at the futsal court.

warming up..haha..me and shaxu dah gile menunggu kat footy futsal yg x bukak2 until 11..tido la tu sume!

H.o.L.i.D.@.y!!!!

gosh..it has been a while since i last wrote here..i'm pretty much busy with my work plus i'm kindda lazy to update on things.. ;P

anyway, tonight me and my family will be off to pulau lang tengah!..yay..we'll take a bus and will arrive tomorrow morning..i hope everything went well.. :) ..can't wait to be in an island where the beach is clean (hopefully!) and everything is nice..i'll upload the pictures when i get back..weee...holiday at last!!!!

D.E.C.I.S.I.O.N

yay!..qaf is back!..i'm so happy to see him..waited for so long for him to come back..we went back to melaka..everything is good..i hope he'll enjoy it..

i think my life is complicated..well..who doesn't right?..walking towards the adult-marriage-commitment line is so hard..one minute you think you are not sure of your decision..another minute you will say it's the right thing..then come other people saying maybe you should think again..they are not so sure..then come another party saying..you should decide now..see?..making decision is hard..you don't know it's right or wrong..until it happens..

..i have a mixed feeling everytime i make decision for my life..and i hate it..now i have decided..not knowing what's in store for me in the future..maybe it's happiness and maybe everything will shattered..but i will do my best to make sure everything is in place..i hope everyone pray for my life happiness not adding doubts to me..i guess everyone wants the best for me and wants to give their opinion on my decision..but i don't ask for any opinion..do i?..

well..here's my latest fav song from Beyonce..

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own


All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

playing stupid!

..sometimes we tend to forget or maybe just being ignorance of how stupid we can be..there are saying " if you love someone, let them go..if they are meant to be yours..they'll eventually came back"..true or not..i don't know about this..but what i know is that if someone that you love went away from you..let him go and don't call him to say that he can come back anytime..i mean that would make you look like a desperate-single-and-depressed person..am i right?? RIGHT!!..just move forward and if it really meant to be..it will come..naturally..~

..it's unbelieveable how some people ( the "people" i refer to are men)..can be so muke tembok and come to see his ex and act like nothing have or had happened between them..that would makes them a very ignorance and a mean person...right?..he dumped her..and then he came again..saying that he has problems of his own and then take advantage of her again with no intention of getting back together..hmmm..sounds mean to me...i mean..have he no brain??..ok..that might be true..but doesn't he have heart?...but then again..maybe he just don't have both..

..you know, it's frustrating to see how a girl that you have known all your life can be so weak with a person name guy..i mean..she's nice, lovely and intelligent..all in one good package..but she falls apart just by one mean guy..who doesn't care on how she feels..doesn't care about her dreams and her hope towards him..gosh..what a freaking jerk he can be..honestly..i can smack his dummy head anytime!..seriously!

so to all the girls out there..wake up!..it's the new era..don't let people picked on you..don't let them played you..like my friend, nanayau said..

"Another downfall to this life partner thingy is that at certain level of the relationship, we tend to forget that the life partner is indeed, just another unique human being, with mind of its own. He or she is not a possession that can be molded or instructed as we desire, to cater and bend with our own needs and interests.
She needs the space. He needs the time. We are not entering the couple-dom to become the ultimate twins. It's about loving the differences, and grow, and keeping each other happy."

..so whatever happened, you decide what's best for you and I believe that only you can make your life better and not complicated..because in the end, it's you who made the decision and have to live with it..~~

CRAPPY MONDAY

..today is officially a CRAPPY MONDAY..not a good start for the week...damn.. going back now..goodbye CRAPPY MONDAY!..

welcome 2007!!

happy new year to all..2007 is here and i'm thankful and grateful to be alive..alhamdulillah~..

my last 2 weeks in 2006 was great!..qaf came back and we went to pangkor for holiday..me, qaf & my sis..the journey was quite long..but it was worth while to be able to relax in pangkor..since it was christmas holiday, pangkor was packed..luckily qaf booked at a private island..pangkor island beach..and we are able to get the ferry without having to push everybody..haha..thanks af~..

it was refreshing to see the sea..coconut trees and white sand..though there's not much to do except for swimming, i enjoyed my stay there..we went for sea kayaking..which is a new experience for me..it was fun and i was quite nervous thinking "what is i fell into the sea??!!"..haha..it's ok..qaf is there..he wouldn't leave me drowning, right?..right!..we sat at a swing seeing sunset while singing..and i had some time to chat with qaf..it was great..i like!

then came eid ul adha..by this time, fozz has left us for Istanbul..wuwuwu..me and my aunt went back to melaka..we have a family gathering on 31st dec..makan2 session with all my cousins on my father side..well..the usual faces la..but another 2 extra faces..1 is my cousin's daughter and another one is my cousin's wife..this cousin of mine, is the same age as me, but his wife is 29 yrs..and much..much taller than him..hihi..org kate..rezki murah nanti..no comment~~..anyway..i didn't even know her name..my cousin just didn't bother to introduce her to me and not even say Hi to me..so why should i bother, right?..right!..hehe..so that nite, it's just me, my bro and my other cousin..gossiping and stuff..the usual..and eating like crazy!!..

good news..my brother has a gf!..haha..at last..he showed me his gf photo..she's the cutey type la..fair skin and sweet face..good luck!!..haha..

well..i guess my 2006 ends smoothly..ends with happy faces and happy thoughts..hoping 2007 will be a better year for me..amin!!..of course, to you too!..

ohh..i forgot to update on our picnic and mandi2 session at serendah waterfall a.k.a templerkai..haha..i need to get the photos from aiza mor la..i'll upload some soon..~~

to my love

This song is dedicated to my love, Qaf Zainuddin

Tercipta untukku - Ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

I miss you..

skin

wuwuwu..i have to change my blog skin as the last one has problem with photo bucket..damn..well..i like this skin too but why is there is this white space??..i tried to change the coding..hehe..but no luck...if only i have photoshop and i have the time to alter this....sigh~

anyway..the past 2 weekends was great..qaf came back for both weekend..air asia must be happy to have a good customer like my bf..haha..last weekend was tia's birthday party..so busu had planned a party for her with all the balloons and cakes and banners..tia got a lot of presents too!..she must be really happy..haha..before the birthday party, me, qaf and airol (my ukm friend) went to bukit beruntung area for a wedding..my ukm friends got married..i met some of my classmates which didn't recognize me~..haha..i have to say "oi"..then only they said.."eh..natt..x perasan...ko dah lain la.."..hmm..what does that means..haha..it must be the fat la!..damn..(well..it's ok la..since i didn't remember their names!..:p)..we stayed a while..waiting for my friend to make her appearance..she looked calm and nice..the make up also looks natural and beautiful..so congrats to eija and arif..i just waved to both of them and walked to my car..i need to send airol back to ukm..hehe..

ohh..here's something to share about..jib gave this to us..something to think about..

If you love someone because you think that he or she is really gorgeous . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Infatuation..
If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't . . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Compromise..
If you love someone because you think that you cannot live without his touch . . .
..then it's not love . .
..it's - Lust..
If you love someone because you have been kissed by him . . .
..then it's not love . . .
..it's - Inferiority Complex..
If you love someone because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings...
..then it's not love..
..it's - Charity..
If you love someone because you share every thing with him...
..then it's not love...
..it's - Friendship..
but if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable and you cry for him...
..that's - LOVE..
if you get attracted to other people but stay with him without any regrets...
..that's - LOVE..
If you let him go knowing that he has to go but he doesn't want to...
..that's - LOVE..

so have you found your LOVE? i have..*wink*

weekend activities

this time, weekend was a blast..i have both my friends and my man with me through the weekend..best gile doo..hehe..we went to midvalley saturday..jalan2..and qaf bought me a bear that i want..yay..thanks sayang..hehe..qaf wanted to do shopping..he let me choose the clothes for him..we got a shoe, some shirts and long pants..it's great!..i hope he likes it..hehe..nite came..makan kat ali sara!!..sedap2..tapi ikan pedas sangat!!!..berpeluh tu makan~..hehe

sunday was the day that we've been waiting..hehe..VOLLEYBALL SESSION with nad, jib, fozz, nanayau and family..haha..nana bawak satu kampung!!..bagus gell ok!..best gile..when we first arrived, nad sebagai leader went to see a pakcik to get the ball la..i mean the volley ball la..hehe..but the pakcik said.."kite x bagik bola..bola bawak sendiri.."..shitto..nad said the girl in the phone ckp bole disediakan sekali~~..lalala..tipah tertipu la gamak nyeh~..so nad kuau la lagik..beli bola..bola volley yang cantik ok!..tapi tetibe ade sorang kawan nana dah bawak dulu..camne?..dah terlebih bola dah..hehe..so the game pon start la..everyone cam hebat la..coz ade sorang pakcik ni cam jalan2 kat tepi..pastu diye tanye.."sape yang maen ni?..dari mane?"..aku cam terkebil2..nak jawab ape?..mane aku tau korang dari mane?..x kan nak sebut negeri sorang2 kot?..hehe..pastu aku ckp..ni sume kawan2 je..maen saje2..pakcik berjacket kulit ittew pon cam.."ooo..ok"...dan berlalu pergi..haha..hebat bukan??...anyway..aku takut nak maen..coz sume cam tampar bola kuat gell..but i can play basketball..yay!!..shaxu!..you should be there!..hehe..tapi kalau korang tgk kitorang maen basketball..sure geleng kepale punye..maen suke hati pliss..hehe..

well..sorry la aku ngan qaf kena blah awal..nak mengejar flight ok!..we had so much fun!..and aku saket2 badan hari ni..hehe..malam semalam tido flat pliss...well..maybe we should do this activity like at least once a month..or twice la..hehe..hmm..ape next activity?..makan2 kat klang nak?...x pon maen kayuh2 swan nak?..hehe..shit..nanti cramp kaki camne?..hehe...well..i just love you guys so much!!!..haha..daaaa~~~

heels and hell?

heiyo everyone..these past few days were crazy la..with tonnes of work to be done..wuwuwu..today i wore a black flowery heels..it's nice but it's killing my feet..waaa..saket ok..blakang dah melecet..merah..hawau tul..but i really like this shoe!..how to make shoes x saket utk dipakai? this is why i don't like to wear shoes like these..it's nice..how ah? any tips?..one of my collegue said..bite the shoes..so that the shoes won't bite you..haha..are you for real??..hmm..any other tips? i really need one la..

house searching session..me and my sis plan to move out and find a new place..cannot stand the place la..with all the people..and kids wandering around..pening beb!..we've found this one place..which we like..a condo..unfortunately..we are a little bit too late..wuwu..we have a tight budget la..so have to find other place..but most of the places is kinda dirty..you know..flat type..gosh..it's tiring..i hope we can settle and find a place to move in quick la..we thought of buying an apartment but..not enough money yet la..hehe...

ever had the situation where you work related to others? for me..when other people screw up, it's me who have to answer to the customers..haiya..susah la..others can just smile and say.."aiya..salah la.." or.."ala..x perasan la..sorry"..but can i say that?..haih..today my day start up bad with complain emails from my clients..headache la..well..terpakse go through jugak la..naseb baek my MD is not around..if he is..he must be the first person to call me..wuwuwu..well..next week he's in..moga2 aku x kena marah..amin~~~~..(^_^')

ok..that's it la..anyway..here's a shout out to mr Q..I MISS YOU!!!..hehe

Romantic vs Realistic

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

H.E.C.T.I.C

fuhh..last week was a disaster..it started off with 2 relaxing days..and when Wednesday came..my work was up to the roof!!..the thing is..all the work need to be finished before the end of the week..which is in 2 days!!..my manager is on leave on Thursday and Friday, and my only dept collegue is on leave on Friday..ok..she took half day..but i'm so dead for the other half day..haha..well..i guess it's work nature..so deal with it or die with it..hehe..next is the weekend!!

weekend was ok..my Saturday started with laundry session..haha..cleaning my room, house, etc..then went to nana's house..hehe..jumpe majinbuu comel..putih & gebu!!..muffin pon ade..kelabu gell...tapi muke muffin garang pliss..takut..haha..lepak with nana until 4++..then went to my auntie's..pick up my sis and my 2 fav cousins..so we went to midvalley..actually my sis wanted to find new perfume for herself..so we went perfume hunting..from metrojaya to jusco..to metrojaya again..haha..since we went with our 2 cousins..it felt like we are bringing along our children..2 is enough to make you crazy..haha..when we reached midvalley, one of them said he's hungry..so we went to tesco because he said he wanted some donuts..then..he said he wanted kfc..so we struggle to get a place in kfc..end up..he only wanted the mashed potatoes..haiya..then he's being nice..following us around..then.." i wanna go to the toilet"..ok..off you go...then..he started to pegang2 things..lari2 here and there..haiya..then i realized..susah nye ade kids!!..haha..as a treat for being nice..we said we'll bring them to toys r us..with shining faces.."let's go!!"..haha..then..in toy r us..one of them repeatedly say..i like this..ohh..i like this..yang ni best..bla..bla..feeling guilty..we bought him a car..haha..well..kids..they are tough!! really!!..

..i bought these for myself and qaf..i hope he likes it..

Sunday..my sis and i went to k.lily's open house..uuu..her sister's house is huge!!..haha..very mod style with a lot of paintings..it's like a house gallery..her sister husband is a painter..the paintings are all abstract..but it's very nice..seriously..so..i'm stuck at k.lily's house until 4 o'clock..then went to ou..shopping for k.lily's bday present..got myself the ever-wanted-crabtree-and-evelyn-rose body lotion set..hehe..yay!..at last!..i really like crabtree and evelyn stuff..especially the rose scented stuff..haha..normally it's expensive..but i got discount for this one..haha...yay!..

..i got my self something like these..but with body lotion..no candle..it's nice anyway!!

ohh..well..that's all for this time..nothing much to update..i'm bored..wanna go home and sleep!!..hehe...so..ja ne~~

raya report~

..this year, we celebrated raya at my new house...everyone gathered at my house..so a lot of masak2 work need to be done..fortunately busu and k.yuni (my aunt's maid) are there to help..hehe..a day before raya, we started to make rendang and ketupat and sambal ayam..filling in all the biscuits and cakes in the jar..raya came and first thing in the morning, salam session with my family members..next is visiting my late grandpa and grandma at the cemetery..next we went to the mosque for raya prayers..next..makan time..haha..next is photography session..my aunts went all crazy..changing clothes after clothes just for the photography session..haha..tia is really cute with her green baju kurung..my relatives came until night..it was tiring yet fun..doze off to sleep at 2 a.m~~

the next day..we planned for boboy's advance birthday party..we settled for a barbeque session..there are chicken, beef, stingray, ikan siakap and sotong..fuhh...lame tuh nak bakau beb!!..haha..it was great!..my uncle from kulim came..also my aunt from johor..i guess raya just bring all of us together..we only see each other on raya..all my cousins are getting taller every year..NOT FAIR..haha..especially the boys..they've changed so much..physically~~..the younger cousins would go running around my house..haha..my staircase lamp broke because of the football match they have..somebody just don't know how to kick a ball!!..haha..ohh well..here's a raya compilation picture..(^_^)/

..raya crazee~..

the adventure of bunga api

last night my love, Qaf sampai kat lcct at 630pm..yay!!..we have planned for a buka puasa dinner with shaxu, nanayau, ati, mar, jibby, nad and fozz at sacc mall, shah alam..which i'm not sure where it is..hehe..so i'm driving from lcct to shah alam..the first few minutes was ok..the signboard says shah alam..shah alam..when we reached federal highway,..the signboard says shah alam/klang...next klang..klang..oi..where's shah alam???..panic..i make a u turn..i must have missed shah alam/uitm..nad said.."ikut exit shah alam uitm"..so i went back..shah alam/uitm signboard still has not appeared..damn..then..subang..subang airport..aiyak..dah lepas ke??..so we pusing balek from the subang airport to federal again..ok..focus..focus..shah alam..shah alam...klang..klang..

me: mane gi shah alam uitm??(wanna cry already..i'm hungry ok!!)
qaf: relax..kite gi depan lagik..kalau kite sampai klang..makan sane je la..hehe
me: ok..ok..gamble la..

so we went straight..then we saw shah alam/uitm..but it's too late..there's a f*cking plastic thingy yang menghalang aku masuk...wuwuwu..so we have to go straight, make a U turn..and then at last..we arrived safely at sacc mall..habis minyak keta plis!!!..

the makan2 thingy was nice..i'm happy to see all my friends with their happy faces..but nad x de...hampa plis..wuwuwu..anyway, jib tumpahkan air nana..fozz buat accounting session..hehe..and then there is kueh testing session..haha..i bought some kueh i made..kesian gell kena cube lak..hehe..thanks you guys..walaupun aku tau kueh aku x sedap sgt..hihi..shaxu musti dlm hati dah komen macam2 dah tuh..hehe..

next is the BUNGA API session...we went to "wisteria lane"..that is area rumah fozz..haha..ohh..beli bunga api at shaxu's place..so we start off with the normal bunga api bodoh2 tuh je..but nana buat a grand opening session..she was playing the bunga api and hayun2 tangan..whoosh..whoosh..and suddenly i saw shaxu's tudung has a light..or to be exact..fire..PANIC!!..i was screaming..shaxu was screaming..everyone was shocked..fortunately the bunga api tinggal sikit aje..so everything & everyone was ok..wait...shaxu's tudung is not..haha..berlubang ok..haha..nana ni..takut x nana??..hehe..anyway..it was fun playing the fire crackers and stuff..we settled at 12 o'clock and went back home..it was a night to remembered..hehe..nana..ko kena blanje aku makan ok!!..haha..aku hampir terbakar plis..hehe..xpe2..aku tetap sayang ko..no worries ok gal??..hehe..

amaran: mercun merbahaya..bunga api pon merbahaye gaks..kalau nana ade...(^_^)Y..haha..kidding~

sleepy monday~~

M.O.N.D.A.Y..beginning of the week..when you feel lazy the most!..haha..for me at least..i'm at work..yet i don't know if i'm really here..hehe..weekend was ok..start off with an exhausted friday nite..my sis, busu, tia and me went to the curve for buka puasa and some shopping..i bought myself a flowery shoe and a belt..busu also bought a shoe and a belt..and tia got to wear some bulu2 and a cap...she looks like small lenny kravitz!!..hehe..check out her pic!

nice!

saturday come..my friends and I have planned for an early bday celebration for shaxu..unfortunately things happen along the way..and i can't join them..wuwuwu..pity me..anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAZREEN SABRI and also to my former classmate & room-mate EKA KURNIASARY..HAPPY BDAY EKA!!..

sunday..lepak day at my aunt's place..we made raya cookies just to finish everything that we have..choc chips, nuts, maple syrup and etc..and then busu treats us with laksa and roti jala!!..haha..and you expect me to be thinner??..think again..haha..well..that's it for now..till then, Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone!!..

~just a note~

Salam,

Selamat Berpuasa.
Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Salah & Silap.

Wassalam.

- Mazlan -

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes
Study hard
Give lots of kisses
Laugh often
Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number
Always try to see the glass half full
Meet new people, even if they look different to you
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless
Take lots of naps..
Be weird whenever you have the chance
Love your friends, no matter who they are
Don't waste food
RELAX
Take an occasional risk
Try to have a little fun each day. ..it's important
Work together as a team
Share a joke with friends
Fall in love with someone..
..and say "I love you" often
Express yourself creatively
Be conscious of your appearance
Always be up for surprises
Love someone with all of your heart
Share with friends
Watch your step
It will get better
There is always someone who loves you more than you know
Exercise to keep fit
Live up to your name
Seize the Moment
Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between
Indulge in the things you truly love
Cherish every Sunday
At the end of the day... PRAY ...... and close your eyes
And smile at least once a day!

~*~

i received an email from lare this morning..that is what he wrote to me..thanks lare..we have been so busy with our work until we forget to even say HI to each other..anyway..selamat hari raya to you..and sorry for all my wrong doings..

~*~

yesterday was holiday..so my sis, kiki and me went to bangsar for shopping..i bought myself a dress and my sis bought a shoe..and kiki bought nothing..haha..just being a good bodyguard and pengkritik baju..haha..thanks ki for temaning us..(^_^)..as usual..i have trouble finding a dress for myself because of my fatness..haha..its true..i like the dress so much..but malu sket nak pakai..nak tunggu kurus ke??..bilekahh???..haha..a question with no answer..hehe..anyway..i would like to make a shout out to my boyfriend.."i miss you so much..so balek sini cepat!!..haha..ohh..and i love you..really~~"..ok that's it people..i'm off~~

..~~raya shopping~~..

it has been a while since my last post..basically i have nothing to write about and quite busy..my weekend was a blast..hanging out with my 3 coolest aunts..and cute cousins..went to subang parade to shop for their baju raya..not mine..by the way..i think my mom forgot to send my clothes to the tailor..i might have to buy one for myself..wuwuwu..anyway..back to our shopping session..ateh and family decided on orangish color as a theme as ateh already set her eyes to this black orangish baju raya..not really a baju kurung but it's really nice..it makes her looks all girlish and sweet..hehe..so all her sons and daughter and husband went for a search for orangish color clothes..hehe..makcik however was having a hard time with all the choices..not that they are all nice..most of them are not-so-nice for her..that's what makes it hard for her..haha..i saw one stall selling baju kebaya songket traditional..and i love them so much and thought of visiting the stall..then makcik decided to come with me..and there she find the baju that she love..well..i like the baju too..but it's much too expensive for me..x mampu la gamak nyeh!!..hehe..mampu melihat je la..she choose 3 of them..2 for herself and another one for her daughter..then i suggest that she find the traditional necklace and all..which again..i cannot afford..so she end up with all-the-things-that-i-want-but-i-can't-afford-any-of-them and went back happily~~..it's ok la..maybe i need to work harder and then i can bought them for myself..hehe..ohh..busu bought 1 baju and also 1 of the baju kurung songket ..damn..where is my baju??~~~

yay!!..tomorrow cuti!!..it's a relief because i have like tonnes of clothes to be wash..hehe..hmm..now i'm thinking of dumping all of them at the laundry shop..haha..dobi beb..tapi kena kuau duit..haha..lazy me~~..booo...haha..

ohh..i just finished reading a Malay novel.."Gemersik Kalbu" or something like that..haha..ok..don't laugh at me...i would say..even though it's a typical Malay novel base..(u know..love someone..then that someone die..and the girl vow not to find other person..then a new guy come into the picture..which the girl don't like him so much..but he likes her..then..somehow both get married and suddenly the girl realized that he have done so much for her and she love him all these while and then all live happily ever after with kids..)..ok basically that is the story la..but somehow..bole layan la..haha..i mean i can actually visualize and feel how the story goes..and the weird thing is..some of the story stucked in my head!..haha..i keep remembering how the story is..but what kept me thinking is that..can you get married without love and love your partner after that?..in the story..that's what happen..they got married and the girl only let herself to love the guy only after a few months of their marriage..i guess things like that can happen...hehe..well a question that only you have the answer...~~

ok..that's it..nothing else.....another 1 and 1/2 hour for me to go back!!..yay..have a nice day!!!

~ TKC9600 ~

TKC9600

The miles pass more swiftly

Taken in a joyous ride

The whole world seems brighter

When friends walk by your side...

Babes, it has been 10 years+ since we first said our first hellos to each other. December 1995 to November 2000, we watched us bloomed from confused strangers to beautiful souls. We went through our "thin" days and our "thick" days together, literally.

.....Will we ever be able to be part of such a huge production..making our own props and costumes with our very own careless hands but they always end up looking super grand on stage, again. Will we ever be able to parade around in dorm-made costumes during House Parties, making complete ass out of ourselves while thinking that it was the coolest thing to do, again. Will we ever be able to run 20 lapse of the 400 meters track at one go without fainting, again. Will we ever be able to lay down on the basketball court together in the middle of the night witnessing the sky shooting stars in all directions while we struggle to wish on each shooting stars without fail, again.

Will we ever be able to go less than 500 meters to a crying friend in need of some warmth and comfort, 24-7 without having to start an engine of any kind, again.

And so the list of will-we-ever-be-able-to..-agains goes on....

9600 Dearest Love, Though I may not call you and say "How are you? I hope you are fine." but I want you to know that you will always have a place in my heart and mind and that I always hope you are fine.

XOXO: NZT a proud tkc9600 thoroughbred

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it makes me kind of sad reading that..a post from miss nadiah menawan..its true..and i will miss all those will-we-be-able-to thingy..i wish i had the chance to go back and at least photograph all the great moments..at least..when i'm old and forgetful, i won't forget all those great moments with my greatest friends..(^_^)..it is definately the greatest times of my life!!..to all my friends..thank you for adding joy and good memories in my life..~~

hmm..an emotional start, huh?..haha..whatever~~..today..i feel weird and i dressed weird (~_~')..haha..i wear jib's baju kurung..hehe..pinjam again jib..and the weird part is..i wear my sister's sandal which is green in color..huh?..jib's baju kurung is orangish with flowers..and my sandal is green??..this is lime green i'm talking about..am i out of my mind?..haha..i cannot find my sandal..akak pakai ke??..wuwuwu..this shows that i need to buy another sandal..a new one..yes..maybe i can make it as my raya sandal, since i don't have one..hehe..ohh..i haven't hantar my kain to the tailor..bole siap kah??..haih..mmg x raye la aku ni kang..(~_~')..anyone bole jahitkan baju raye aku??..haha..well..wish me luck la..may my baju kurung be with me!! \(^_^)/

much love: Nattalina TKC9600 thoroughbred

~when the girls get together!~

..last night me and my girlfriends went to have a buka puasa session together..there was fozz + jib + nad + jasara + beni + ina madz + wan + nanayau + me..it was great!!..i like the big round table in Johnny..i mean at least all of us can borak2 with everyone..i don't like the long table at secret recipe..x sempat borak ngan beni and zack and ina and wan..:(..but it's good to know that everyone is ok and having a great life..most of them started working already..zack has engaged..congratulation zack!!!..i'm happy for you..so i'll be waiting for your wedding in march..but in muar??..jauh la beb~~~..x pe la..aku usaha kan!!..haha..i think most of us hasn't change much since school years..ok..besides the hair and make up and the weight gain and weight lost thingy la!!!!..jasara is thin already..gosh..i wish i have her determination to be thin!..beni is showing her feminine side now..and she's pretty..zack has a long hair now..and she seems more mature..ina and wan is pretty much the same..just the new hair style..and i like it..very nice hair!..yes..both of them still thin..haha..fozz, nad and jib is pretty much like the picture in my recent post..haha..nanayau mmg still cool with the baju bunga2 and kasut bunga..wow..minah bunge ko yek!..huhu..well..i guess i'm the only one getting fatter!!..wuwuwu..damn~~(~_~')..well..whatever it is..the only thing that has not change is their laughter and jokes!..cakap x berhenti..order pon x berenti kan!!...sampai dah kenal ramesh kat Johnny!!..haha..not forgetting the eye-lining session..nana buat my eyes look like the rabbit kat pets wonderland!..x ingat la name diye ape..haha..and also session tulis number phone beni kat secret recipe..kalau beni x perasan musti kite dah bole bagik kat mamat keja secret recipe!!..hehe..leks ahh beni..haha..well..really much fun but bole jumpe kejap je..maybe next time la ok?..really missing you girls la..~

..me and jasara after the eye-lining session by nad and nanayau..look at our eyes~~~..

ok la..ittew aje la for today..xde ape lak nak tulis..i'll be going back to melaka today..hehe..ohh..one more thing..i miss qaf..(^_^)Y..bye~~

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(another entry..actually this entry is dated on 25th Sept..x sempat post until today!..(^_^)Y)

..first of all, "HAPPY FASTING MONTH" to all..jgn ponteng puase ok?..hehe..anyway..to shaxu..don't worry girl..i'll make an entry just for you nanti ok?..wow..lame2 blog aku jadik blog citer pasal satu batch 9600 ke??..hehe..best gaks..(^_^)/

..so my fasting month started nicely..i have all my loved ones with me..my parents, siblings and also qaf..me + akak + boboy + qaf went back to melaka on saturday..it's nice having all of them around..i'm happy all the time and i hope that qaf had a good trip in melaka..hehe..mama punye asam pedas sedap kan?..:)..anyway..thanks sayang for coming back here to start puasa with me..(^_^)..i love you..

..so when puasa come, of course, it's cookies a.k.a kuih raya time la..so me and my sis..share our money and bought an oven for ourselves..last night my sister cooked a lot of food..hehe..we had ikan patin masak lemak cili padi, sambal sotong, sayur kobis, and then qaf wanted to eat lamb chop..so he marinated them (yes..he can cook!)..and put them into the new oven..nice!..hehe..my sister even made brownies and cookies..yay..food heaven..we now have a blender of our own!..yay..no more tumbuk with batu lesung!..haha..suwittt!!..

..ok la..i think i'll make shaxu's entry here la..can ha?..can la hoh?..(^_^)Y..

..SHAZREEN SABRI..i knew this girl from my first day in TKC..to be exact, dorm matahari, siti zawiah..hehe..shaxu i would say a very funny person and she's good in acting and also in kacau org!..hehe..i remembered she always kacau me..especially when i want to pray..she will called me with funny names..making jokes and all..and i ended up crying and laughing all at the same time..haha..she called me bulat..we usually hang out together back in school time..we share stories and food..haha..those days are fun!!..gosh..i missed those times..~~when you are with shaxu, you will never stop laughing..she's really fun to be with and she has the kindest heart with a lovely smile..hehe..nampak suwitt bukan??..shaxu dah blushing la tuh!!!!..tampar kang!..hehe..anyway..i'm glad to have all these people around me..they made my life brighter, happier and a joyous place to live!..so..like the usual..here's shaxu's picture with me together..